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Chastity is a cruel Master
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Chastity is a cruel Master Chastity draws you in the moment you lock that devise on you immediately desire the one thing you canâÂÂt have, at first you still get excited But with nowhere to go everything is forced inwards the feeling is very uncomfortable but also very desirable Over time things change so you are forced to wear chastity longer to feel the same feelings and so it goes until there is no going back With everything locked up you look for other ways to get the same feelings you once enjoyed, Anal was not very enjoyable at first but over Time this too developed to the point my back pussy has become my new sexual organ At first the feeling is like a head rush and the more you are penetrated the better the feeling and it is a feeling that keeps giving Being my own key holder, I do cheat, to punish myself I would swallow what I delivered but over time this did not feel like a punishment as I Grew to enjoy it. Frustration is like a drug the more you enjoy it the less important becomes a normal climax, given the feelings I enjoy during penetration outweigh My old climax ten-fold So I now desire frustration so much more, reading articles and talking to people I understand the frustration I enjoy now will get so much more intense to the point I will do almost anything to cheat, the way forward is a PA piercing that is also locked so there is no escape as yet I have not Done this but would be willing to have this done I desire frustration that much In chastity I have a clit I call it a clit because it does not get hard anymore, and my back pussy I call it this because I really need to be breed to have any chance of feeling what I desire My love of dressing lead to chastity having to sit to pee should not be underestimated it make you feel very humble, so you have options with me Keep me as is pierce me and truly lock me in and breed me Option two is just have me visit a cutter I know right somewhat extreme but this option would be my choice just because it is permanent and there Is no going back, but I would also love to have a urethral rerouting because sitting to pee is a huge plus Another option is banding done this myself and there isnâÂÂt anyway I can do this myself it is very painful so you will need to restrain me and keep me locked till the bands do their thing Then there is the Burdizzo it is blunt trauma that crushes everything but with this option I would still like a urethral rerouting Then you could inject me with alcohol this is done over a number of weeks till my boys die again not very desirable but I will do whatever it takes I am not sure there is anyway I can get to become who I want to be without pain, boobs would be a huge plus but I do not get to request anything I just want to become your frustrated, submissive slave, I have had offers but feel like the guy who will take me on gets to seal my fate I have been tempted sure I have but thus far it has just been toys I feel like I need to save myself for the guy who wants to remove my desire once and for all Daddy I donâÂÂt expect an easy ride I understand with pleasure comes pain, I do not expect you to be loyal will not tie you down at the end of the day A sissy is just a commodity I have no rights whatso ever bring guys home make me<b> service </font></b>them my only desire is to have a guy who wants to breed Me anything else is up to you I understand that without rough sex is not fun so I saved myself for you enjoy me as your submissive, obedient slave and anything goes clear to me I am nothing without a kinky male use me and breed me please |
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