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I feel like you shouldn’t have the best of both worlds  

10901w 58T
102 posts
5/2/2021 5:58 pm
I feel like you shouldn’t have the best of both worlds

My journey started ago I loved the feminine form, I was fascinated by it think this is why I started dress
Over the dressing was about how it felt, and how kinky I felt dressing, if you had asked be back then would
I be where I am now I would have said get a life!!

For I’ve had a normal life dressing was my escape my happy place, I loved dressing and living another submissive
Life, seemed when I dressed I was transformed into a venerable submissive gurl, it was like walking on the wild side!

So at some point during I discovered anal at first it wasn’t pleasurable but slowly I learned enjoy it then one
I the jackpot I encountered an anal climax and my life changed!

Ever thought while your doing your thing she climaxes loads of times and your reward is just a moments pleasure well
The same can be said of an anal climax once you reach that point the pleasure goes on and on in fact it gets better the
Longer you encounter it

So from an early age I knew I was different I loved dressing and now I enjoy anal and I love how I feel at this point it was
Me doing this and I would quit after a few orgasms

So I got thinking what it would feel like encounter a guys desire! I would no longer control my climax and I would be
At the mercy of your want and desire this excited me so much

So at this point I knew I needed a guy inside me I needed feel his<b> lust </font></b>and desire and with luck I would encounter something
I’ve never had before, so I started looking for a guy and before long I found one but he was nervous he wanted know I didn’t
Desire more than him using

So for him I offered wear chastity during our meet so I purchased a chastity device and my life changed for the better in chastity
I feel frustrated it makes me desire anal even more!

So I got thinking what a guy may desire and I thought you would like suck you, we all know what happens when a gurl sucks
A guy so I learned enjoy the taste, yes that’s right when I wasn’t locked and I felt the need I would swallow my own so I’m ready!

This meet never took place but chastity, frustration took over my life with my love of dressing also there was one way this could
End

I don’t understand my urges I know I can please a guy, I know what you desire and with luck while you enjoy I will feel a little of what
I desire,

Can’t tell you how many times I’ve gone to bed and wished I would wake up female, my next best dream would be to turn up at yours
And have you remove me desire from the start

But we live in the real world most of the time right? I understand if you’re a guy who wants to enjoy me as sissy it won’t be easy nor pain
Free seems I may have to suffer to become your sissy once you remove my desire once and for all I forward to discovering my new body and sharing it with you!

Hope what you have planned is kinky based as i love to expand my limits, into Bondage, spanking, BDSM and anything you desire i guess because this is a trip we need to take and enjoy together

We can’t choose who we are we just need to accept who we are you into removing my desire for your enjoyment?

spunky kisses sam

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