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I had my doubts  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
2/28/2020 5:38 pm
I had my doubts


Not every detail needs to be written. It’s not important to know that he grabbed me the hand, led me to the mirror, and stood close behind me with his arms wrapped around me as he pointed out all the things he thought were beautiful about me. It’s not important to tell you that we stood there until I was willing to accept there was beauty to be seen. But these things set the tone the evening. I told him I deserved a back rub having to put up with such torture, and I kicked off shoes, took off shirt, laid down on the bed and was as comfortable with him as someone I’ve known for a lifetime, though we didn’t know each other at all. The details of the sex weren’t important, either. I’m not going to explain who put what where and how it tasted or felt though I will say it was pretty damn good.

But what was important is that someone found me desirable even though I believed it would never happen again. It’s important to know that nipples are fun to play with and body is worthy of attention and pussy still stays sopping wet and that a man didn’t just want to fuck me and leave but fucked me once, twice, and a third time, though I didn’t think I had the power to entice anyone even once anymore. And it’s absolutely important to know that I am capable of being exposed and naked and fondled and kissed and stroked and pleased and pleasing because I thought those days had come and gone, but maybe they’re just getting started. And maybe as I delve deeper into own hidden desires the stories will become worthy of being written.

Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
2/28/2020 7:00 pm

I can fill in the gaps... 💦🔥⭕ ❗ 😎 🌹
... but if you're motivated... I'll listen to the finer points... They're always fun. ❗🍷🍷


gymrat1974 replies on 2/28/2020 8:45 pm:
Always for you. I love when you visit my blog.

guyinmn69 44M

2/28/2020 7:02 pm

there is absolutely no doubt how beautiful you are


positively4you 74F  
4605 posts
2/28/2020 8:16 pm

I read somewhere that usually men do not see our perceived flaws with ourselves and if they do, they don’t really dwell on them like we do.
We are our worst critics. A smart man does know that if she knows she is beautiful in his eyes, she will relax with him and the sex will be the best.


gymrat1974 replies on 2/28/2020 8:46 pm:
I love this comment.

wudman 78M
57 posts
2/28/2020 8:25 pm

It is a wise man who can find the treasure that is hidden....and this also applies to women.


h4rry66 57M

2/28/2020 9:43 pm

You look great babe so not sure why you are being negative about yourself. I too would ha e fucked you over and over again and cum deep inside your moist wanting pussy. I would pleasure you in every way possible or that your heart desires, leaving you feeling fulfilled and relaxed and dreaming about it all x


jolielaide 52F  
1754 posts
2/29/2020 5:18 am

We're all guilty of it. We don't always see what others see in ourselves. If it takes a little convincing, it doesn't make it any less true. And those times when we tell ourselves the value isn't there, is the lie so we accept so we settle for less than our worth. You see, you don't have to do that any longer. Should you be loved? Absolutely!! It only takes one to show you whats been there all along. But don't be mistaken. THEY will be the lucky ones once they tap the love that's inside of you.


ohioguy606 77M  
326 posts
2/29/2020 5:52 am

I think you have expressed the problem many women have..... everyone is beautiful and desirable in many different ways.... we all need to express that and live that message..... a 72 year old woman is as desirable and fun as a 32 year old woman...... and many times more desirable because of her experience..... More women should think like you.....


seems6666 53F  
4838 posts
2/29/2020 8:03 am

Fantastic!.. do you have his number?!


gowildscorpion 51M
585 posts
3/3/2020 3:44 pm

Glad you noticed that inner outer beauty... it is there, it was always, and always will be...
xR


gymrat1974 replies on 3/3/2020 6:06 pm:
Thank you. Where have you been?

Happy35boy 54M
6 posts
3/19/2020 6:57 pm

Never doubt. Did you think he was feeding you a line of bull? 😉


gymrat1974 replies on 3/19/2020 8:32 pm:
Maybe. And then I think he called by the wrong name when we were chatting. Who does that and gets away with it?

gymrat1974 replies on 3/19/2020 8:34 pm:
I mean, who would have believed after that bit of awkwardness that he would turn out to be so natural and fun?

Happy35boy 54M
6 posts
3/20/2020 4:37 am

You probably had him flustered. Like when he sent you a pic of himself and your reply was simply “Interesting”, lol.


gymrat1974 replies on 3/20/2020 5:02 am:
That is way too funny. I would never do that.

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