public humiliation as I age
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Posted:Oct 5, 2021 9:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 12:26 pm
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I am really into real humiliation, not this fake role playing stuff but the real deal. When I was younger getting "caught" in public is embarrassing times was a turn on. being actually used by women for real humiliating abuse, nasty or whatever anything that results in my really getting laughed at and made fun of by women. "I cant believe he really did that" or "he put that in his mouth". Back in the day spencer gifts, ask if the sell dildos, vibrators, was almost always a on the phone, pretend be shy and be nervous about asking, ask questions and then go one...everyone's eyes were on me, lots of smirks which was a huge turn on later at home alone.
Times have changed and things are not the as I age, I need something new that is not pornographic or anything like that but if seen enough for that humiliation rush. Nasty is humiliating, when I was younger having a women my age squat over my face and make me drink her pee (really dont have make me). I am going try some controlled public pants wetting, not a soaking but just enough at the right times for an observant person perhaps notice (believing be an accident) and I will let that reaction guide my amount.
The more women laugh the more I will get embarrassed, tear up, get shamed and more wet. would be great with a woman, instead of going by the reaction she would be the one in . I am not looking for my own sexual pleasure, just real, memorable humiliation...all for the pleasure of others.
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commitments
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Posted:Oct 8, 2019 4:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 12:26 pm
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hear about commitments all the time so a quick entry to address that about myself. My wife died suddenly on me, we were together for 20+ years and I never thought I would be in this spot but I can say I am not afraid of commitment.
There is one thing that turns me on to think about that I would really love with the right woman or even couple (sorry guys, just not thing that turns me on with guys) would be to have my cock 24/7 for reasonable amounts of time in a locked cock cage (no key for me).
Denial is a turn on and while we are on the subject I dont car what the scenario I am always fine waiting to get myself off, I would much prefer some intense cock and ball torture. If I am going to get soft because of something sexual I would much rather it be a really hard blow to my balls than an orgasm, ask me and I'll explain.
So, I would need it to be very REAL (absolutely secure, much assistance needed to get out without key) and the sooner after meeting someone the better. Of course I have to gain enough trust as well, I literally get more excited the more we are strangers
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online cfnm humiliation game
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Posted:Sep 30, 2019 1:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2021 12:40 am
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I'm not into role playing as much as I into real humiliation, in case people do not know CFNM is "clothed naked ". I think the internet might be the best way enjoy this chatting with women are open and wanting some safe fun. It's safe for both parties, the defines the of nudity be visible and...well everything else I do too. incentive would be keep it going as long as possible obviously and there could be a rule if I refuse anything the other party can end it.
I wont lie, there will be just a few simple rules but besides I will likely be willing go pretty far humiliate myself, (use your imagination). I would enjoy this with any females or couples, I do have some pretty interesting toys...here's a chance to have lots of laughs at my expense, and I'm ready and willing to do it on cam for you. message or me up on
edit 10//19...slipping this in and hopefully someone sees it, an example of humiliation on cam might be giving myself a swirly on cam at the viewer's request...I just got a new auto focus web cam that should make this and much, much more things like this easier to do on cam... up when cam is on, say swirly and I'll set the cam up as you like it and let you direct swirly show...just added a bright light...we can also set a time
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random kink thoughts pt 1 (memories, desires)
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Posted:Sep 10, 2019 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2021 12:39 am
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dont know much about blogs so I'm just gonna write stuff, either desires or memories...not fantasy.
Start with, I love CBT (Cock and Ball Torture) from women (and perhaps couple). I also am thrilled by the idea of CFNM (Clothed Female, Naked Male) and real humiliation whch goes well with CBT. (not role play, not verbal/name calling).
For instance I like getting kicked in the balls, been kicked quite a few times but for reasons it really lacks the humiliation part. I would like to see it be for the amusement of the kicker instead of my making a request and the kicker playing along. I would meet women somewhere safe, drop my pants, get into any positions they like and get brought to my knees a few times by clothed women kicking my balls.
This is not fantasy, I have and can take quite a kicking and I do love how intense it feels. I also use ball stretchers, I have made a clamp/crusher and been hit. With a partner a climax can be from the natural release of an orgasm or I have a non-orgasm climax from CBT ending with a bang (quick, hard, intense, ball pain)...both are just as satisfying but in very different ways.
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