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dilemma  

packing3469 55M  
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3/29/2021 9:01 pm
dilemma

I have yet to hook up with anyone on this site. that's ok. don't get wrong I so want to. I am married and no she doesn't know I am here, flame me if you want. we are not interment any more, but that's another story.
I kinda fuck up. I really like this work. not lust, heart felt really like her. in denial that I love her. I know on some level she is into me. But, I can't do anything about it. It would be one thing if I just wanted to bone her but I know I would blow up my whole life if she kissed . Fuck. I wish I could have my cake and eat her too. but I can't.
I love my wife, and this here is a nice distraction. I might even step if I had the chance, maybe not. I like it when I am tempted. but I can't get into a relationship, I know that. I know that this is a symptom of a unmet need. maybe I should think about this when I am not abscessed with this incredible woman.
I feel that I am in morning of the lose of a relationship that has never been. I got to let it go.
I guess I am writing this here because I have on where else or on one else to talk to about it.
This week end my wife will be away, I could totally do something. that would be cool if it was just<b> lust. </font></b>I can't do anything. if I did it would fuck everything up. no one would come out happy in the long run. fuck.

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