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My Affair With My Portfolio ... Until She Was Kidnapped
My Affair With My Portfolio ... Until She Was Kidnapped After my High School days of experimentation and during my College days of my self awareness ... for different reasons, I created my personal portfolio, (pix of me, and some of them with clothes on ... but all of them with the requisite smile or pout and at least ... "leggy" or confirming I had no hair on or between my breasts or legs ... or just everywhere ... only soft and smooth, and white or pink, almost everywhere. So yes, they were "candid" shots and some coached, (which I welcome and prefer as after all, that means posed as a man's preference, not just my imagination), and all taken with the assistance of the Gentlemen, and who, in my opinion, soon became eligible for "BFWB" status with me. But alas, in all three cases, their complete interest seemed only in "all things photography" and never waned physically. There were the occasional comments to, I guess bolster my confidence or flatter, etc for the effect "on screen", I suspect, but never an after hours suggestion, etc. My physical relationships with all my 3 successive "Photographers" was limited to "filling the frame/screen" with my still sorta nubile, creamy-white body and "snapping" the shutter. In fact, until now, I haven't appreciated the irony ... their mission was to display me as provocative and desirable as possible, and yet no attempts to, or even suggestions to ... you know. Perhaps my demeanor put them off ... sort of using their their efforts, using them as tools to display myself or because I told all of them that my BF was in the<b> service ... </font></b>maybe they were all just "nice gUuys". I know that since then, when the situation came up, I have to laugh at myself a little as I did admit that I was always safe, but not that they were that "respectful of my ego", etc. Anyway, upon relocating up here to the UP, about 4 years ago ... my Personal Portfolio, with all my "personal" smiles and pouts, etc., was ... "lost", yes, I guess confirming I was attractive but a big loss as well. So, I need a "Personal Photographer" to begin and periodically update my Personal Portfolio again and yes, I even have the camera, memory card, smile and pout. And all of that, plus myself, and oh yes, my natural cooperative nature. ... xox Kaycee. |
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